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Depressed

Should i water down my true emotions and thoughts anytime even it has bothered me for a long long time... and have held it as well. My work and everday life isn't easy for sure and no one replace it besides me. I might be an evil if I think of trying to kill myself instead of living as a 24/7 caregiver? I have no idea and am lost. Just made one so upset by the wrong way i expressed. i for sure wanted him to notice and push his spontaneous will for helping me that's all. My new year begun like this by my huge mistake.