大切な人が消えてしまった
大切な友人が空高く声も届かない ところへ旅立ってしまった。寛大で誠実、いつだって笑ってばかり の 優しい存在 あなたが 消えてしまった。
no matter what
勘違いでも、一所懸命でいられる精神状態なら このままでいたい 迷惑をかけないならずっと心の中に留まって欲しい。思考だけで幸せに無我夢中でいられるなら 大切にしたいそんな部分の自分自身。
Depressed
Should i water down my true emotions and thoughts anytime even it has bothered me for a long long time... and have held it as well. My work and everday life isn't easy for sure and no one replace it besides me. I might be an evil if I think of trying to kill myself instead of living as a 24/7 caregiver? I have no idea and am lost. Just made one so upset by the wrong way i expressed. i for sure wanted him to notice and push his spontaneous will for helping me that's all. My new year begun like this by my huge mistake.
Need this electric massage divice once a while
As getting old i mean growing old.. , I crave this existence more and more. It's so-called sad-aging.
Too starving to take pics of our dishes.
Kind of cool but Alots sunshine we got yesterday. I went out for the first time in a while.. and just regretted that how come I had avoided cherishing my favorite atmosphere.
Christmas decoration
Maybe with my legs underneath of..
chilly
just lil chilly out side, yet got an extremely cozy atmosphere inside. Yay. 'tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la..!